I'm ill. Or almost. At least I'm feeling better than this morning, maybe I'll be able to go to the Kung Fu tonight, or at least (again) to work tomorrow.
So I've got a couple of hours to kill which I use, writing here.
Hey folks !
I'm going to talk about friends right now (not death, I know, now you're disappointed), if you're not interested, skip it.
I've been best friends with my two mates S. & A. during 9 years or so. We were like the three fingers of Mickey Mouse former hand, having the same humour, the same musical tastes, almost the same political point of view. Without them I might not have been to University, not enough bravery on my own. But then I discovered I couldn't be myself if I was staying that close. And I decided to take different options so we're not in the same class. And to meet other people too. And I found out that I was able to do things on my own I never expected. Now they left to Lille, and it's sad to say but I don't miss them that much. Cause now I live by myself.
Then I became closer to C. and now she's studing somewhere else and I only see her on weekends. But I'm not sad either. And I'm glad I'm not. I like to have very very close friends, but I like to be alone too. Cause that's what we all are. Alone.
And people enter and leave your life, and it's the way it goes, but at the end, you're alone. So you'd better be prepared.
What I say can seem pretty dark but it's not, not at all. Right now, it's just the way I see things. And I'm happy that way.
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You know what ? Strangely, I see things exactly like you. I like having close friends, but I like being alone as well. I need to be alone even sometimes.
A close friend of mine is leaving to London next month. She'll live there, work there and doesn't know when she'll be back for good. But I'm not sad either. That's life. She has to live her life, I have to live mine. I hope I'll meet new people soon, when I start working.
I can't be dependant on someone. I don't want to.
Maybe sometimes I regret not to be as close as people normally are with their friends. But most of the time this situation suits me well !
Wow ! I haven't written a text that long in english for ages ! Sorry for the mistakes !
Oh and btw, I love the songs we can hear on your blog ! :))
T'as raison ma poule, on est seul, on grandit seul, on meut seul. Mais rien n'empêche que parfois on se sente entouré et aimé ! même seul...
Moi je ne suis pas aussi bonne en anglais que Lene et toi alors j'te com' en french ! Bisous !
Ta nouvelle bannière est superbe Nina!
Bisous!
Thanxxx for the com' 'bout my video !
Will you be there tomorrow at the Fleche d'Or gig ? It's free !
Hey ! Ninouchka ! ca fait presque un mois sans article !
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